Cati's blog

Okay, so this guy, Darvire, the vampire dude. Well, the connection that I was feeling wasn't like an "Oooh, I like you" type thing, It was sort of a... how do I put this... more of a brother sister thing going on. I don't know if he felt it too or not I haven't had the guts to talk to him recently about it. Or anything.
So I talked to the Unknown Third about it (which is always a little difficult for me because I like seeing peoples faces...) He was in the lounge, siting on and old leather couch, his feet (from what I could tell) were propped up on a little table, doing his usual thinking sessions. I sat down next to him running my fingers through my hair like I do when I'm stressed and said,
"Hey Third?" (that's what I call him)
"Hmm??"
"What do you think about this Darvire dude?" I asked, still playing with my hair.
"I think that he's not telling us what we want to know" He said absently, still lost in his own thoughts.
"No. Ugh, I mean I know that. But what do you think about having him... here and all the questioning and all that? Do you think that I was a little too harsh on him?" I let my hair fall across my shoulders getting more into the conversation.
"I don't think so. I think that you did what you had to do and he's only making it harder on himself by not cooperating. Why?" I could feel a slight sense of confusion emitting off him and saw his little outline of a face turn toward me, (for those of you who don't know, The Unknown Third can sort of... well... emit his feelings to others, when he wants to, to sort of let them know how he's feeling because well, nobody can see him. But he basically only lets me and Lith in on his feelings. Also, its not that he was born where nobody can see him, he just has the ability to so he stays invisible all the time. Sooo... he does. Don't ask. I have no idea why he chooses to stay that way).
"Well, I feel... bad about being so mean to him about it..." I said in a guilty tone, getting up to pace a little.
"Wait. You feel bad about interrogating him?! Since when do you feel bad about this stuff?" I could practically see him raising an eyebrow at me... that is if I knew what he looked like... or even what his eyebrow looked like...

Little side note here, I could only really talk to Unknown Third about this stuff. What I mean is I could talk to Lith about this stuff... she's also like the best friend I've ever had (both her and Third). But you know how sometimes you can only really talk about some things to different friends? And that these friends have a better understanding about what your talking about? Well, that's how I feel with the whole interrogating peoples stuff with Third. Okay, back to the little conversation...

"I don't know... I ... I just... it hard for me to..." I let my shoulders go limp.
"You don't have to say anything else. I get it. Sometimes its harder to do what we have to to certain people rather then others. You feel like its wrong that you're doing this to the person." I got the whole understanding emotion thing emitting off him then, and saw his outline stand and come towards me.
I sighed, "Yes. And its weird for me especially since its the first time I..."
"Cati, You can stop talking now. I told you already... I get it. If you want to then I'll take over from here on with the whole interrogating thing" I heard softness enter his voice as he said this to me, and an emotion that he only gives me when we're alone. A flood of relief washed over me, "Thanks"
Then I felt his arms gather me up into a hug, I couldn't breathe, all I could do was hug him back hoping that this moment would never end.

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